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This journal's going private. I really mean it.
I'm not doing it for attention (Josh) and I'm not doing it for drama (again, Josh)
I'm doing it cause on this journal, when I have a place where people can see my thoughts like that, I take advantage of it and act childishly.
So every entry since the day I met Josh is already done.
God damn me for writing so many it took FOREVER.
I'll be doing more over the next week or so until it's completely private.
I have to write this entry to explain cause I mean...it'd be really mean to just POOF make them all private and not even say anything, you know?
Some of you will prolly say "but but but I still want to know what's going on in your life!"
Yeah well. Plenty of people do that without ever reading my LJ.
We're not dependant on it. Our friendships are more than LJ relationships.
I need to prove that to myself.
Also I have so much growing to do. So much.
I love you, Josh.
I'm not doing it for attention (Josh) and I'm not doing it for drama (again, Josh)
I'm doing it cause on this journal, when I have a place where people can see my thoughts like that, I take advantage of it and act childishly.
So every entry since the day I met Josh is already done.
God damn me for writing so many it took FOREVER.
I'll be doing more over the next week or so until it's completely private.
I have to write this entry to explain cause I mean...it'd be really mean to just POOF make them all private and not even say anything, you know?
Some of you will prolly say "but but but I still want to know what's going on in your life!"
Yeah well. Plenty of people do that without ever reading my LJ.
We're not dependant on it. Our friendships are more than LJ relationships.
I need to prove that to myself.
Also I have so much growing to do. So much.
I love you, Josh.