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Grrrr, I hate Macy's and Clinique and Elizabeth Arden. They strung me along for over a month and didn't have the balls to just call me and tell me to fuck off. Whatever. I'll just go along with what Matt said that they probably all hired people that didn't know shit about makeup because they could pay them less. So being educated and knowing shit is a bad thing it seems. I shouldn't have ever gone to school wasting time and money for nothing. I don't get enough freelancing work. I miss being in school. If Noel ever sends me the class schedule I'll go back maybe 1 or 2 days a week to brush up on some stuff and get more practice. Brittany said she wanted to go back too. For all the money we spent on Urban it would be good to take advantage of the whole you have a year to go back and retake anything you want deal. Plus it'll give me something to do so I don't sit around all day depressed.
Matt and I's happy gay 1 month anniversary was yesterday. It doesn't seem like a month already, it's gone by fast. He went home to New York this morning for 4 days. I told him to bring me back something cool. My mom is a nerd and asked for a Nathan's hot dog. Mmmmm that's gonna be tasty when it's a bunch of hours old
Things are going really well with us. He said last week I almost told him the L word when I was drunk. I'm glad I didn't because I don't remember shit from that night. Doh. The next day he asked me if I did and I said yes. He wanted me to tell him but I kept putting it off cuz it's a big deal and I was scared. I was afraid my feelings wouldn't be reciprocated. Well I told him on Monday and he said it back
yay.
He's gonna help me out by maybe giving me a job. I have to go take an alcohol servers/selling class. In Texas it's the TABC I dunno what it is here. It would make sense if it was the NMABC but this shit hole doesn't make sense. He's gonna give me the papers for that on Monday and if I pass everything I'll have an interview with him. I think that would be weird but just cuz I'm his girlfriend doesn't mean I'd get special treatment. I don't want that cuz then everyone else would hate me. I never wanted to be a server but shit I'm desperate and it's up for grabs so I might as well. That would suck if I did a shitty job in the interview and he didn't hire me. Aaaaawkward.
I'm going to have sushi tonight with Darren ..m/ Matt won't eat sushi here because he's a spoiled little bastard and doesn't trust sushi in the desert. I've had it plenty times here and there are quite a few really good places. It'll be nice to see Darren again, he's a good friend and we haven't hung out since he took me for sushi on my birthday. Yummmmmmmmm.
Okaaay I'm hungry I'm gonna have some cereal. Cinnamon Toast Crunch ftw!
Laters.
Matt and I's happy gay 1 month anniversary was yesterday. It doesn't seem like a month already, it's gone by fast. He went home to New York this morning for 4 days. I told him to bring me back something cool. My mom is a nerd and asked for a Nathan's hot dog. Mmmmm that's gonna be tasty when it's a bunch of hours old
Things are going really well with us. He said last week I almost told him the L word when I was drunk. I'm glad I didn't because I don't remember shit from that night. Doh. The next day he asked me if I did and I said yes. He wanted me to tell him but I kept putting it off cuz it's a big deal and I was scared. I was afraid my feelings wouldn't be reciprocated. Well I told him on Monday and he said it back
yay.
He's gonna help me out by maybe giving me a job. I have to go take an alcohol servers/selling class. In Texas it's the TABC I dunno what it is here. It would make sense if it was the NMABC but this shit hole doesn't make sense. He's gonna give me the papers for that on Monday and if I pass everything I'll have an interview with him. I think that would be weird but just cuz I'm his girlfriend doesn't mean I'd get special treatment. I don't want that cuz then everyone else would hate me. I never wanted to be a server but shit I'm desperate and it's up for grabs so I might as well. That would suck if I did a shitty job in the interview and he didn't hire me. Aaaaawkward.
I'm going to have sushi tonight with Darren ..m/ Matt won't eat sushi here because he's a spoiled little bastard and doesn't trust sushi in the desert. I've had it plenty times here and there are quite a few really good places. It'll be nice to see Darren again, he's a good friend and we haven't hung out since he took me for sushi on my birthday. Yummmmmmmmm.
Okaaay I'm hungry I'm gonna have some cereal. Cinnamon Toast Crunch ftw!
Laters.