Apr 07, 2007 18:31
I feel pretty. I only feel pretty when I wear makeup. So thank you MAC for making me feel pretty.
Hopefully I will leave the house tonight while I'm feeling pretty. I called Matt cuz he wasn't at work today. He's drunk and has been cleaning his apartment all day all OCD like. I'm about to call him again to ask if he has plans tonight. If he says he does, this will be the last time I try to hang out with him. I don't understand guys enough. I understand the prick asshole dicks that just wanna fuck, but the genuine sweet ones... I don't know. He told me last night he's really glad we're friends tho. I am also really glad. All I've wanted was to be his friend. Yeah, I am head over heels for him but I am perfectly happy being friends with him and don't want that to change.
I worked a week straight. I have tomorrow off. Jesus was good for something! har har
I'm gonna call Matt again in a few minutes. God he's so cute. He smells so cute. I need my Matt hug for the day. lawl, god I'm drunk. Came home from working a long ass INSANE Saturday and just started drinkin my Jack. Ahhh Mr.Daniels, you are a pal. But you fuck me over a lot, that's ok. I still love you in the end.
I done a bad thing. Fucking myspace and other evil sites. I feel a little hypocritical and guilty because I have 100% access to total hotness. That's ok right?
Ok guys, hope you all have a happy eggs and chocolate and bunny day. P's niggaz.
xoxo
me.