will i wake tommorrow from this nightmare??
I'm in a blur. In a whirl-wind, and i might getting a little desperate. A load of things have been happening. A whole freggin' load. That i've been carrying...and it feels like weight of the whole. plus some. i've been losing my dignity and self-respect (there was little to begin with anyways).
Also i want to bring this up as well. People love love loveeee to lie. I have alot of people say to me and to my family how "beautiful" i am. But you know what i say/thing to that? BULL FUCKING SHIT!!!! ITS A LIE! you know what? i'm sooo sick of people saying that. they're trying to be nice to me, and i appreiate that alot, but don't lie! its obviously not true. if i was as beautiful as people say i am, i could get anyone i want. and haaaaaaaahahahaaaaaaa FREGGIN' HAAAAAaa, i haven't gotten ANYONE i ever wanted.
"Will I lose my dignity, Will someone care, Will i wake tommorrow from this nightmare??"- RENT!
-Thank you.-
-Gina-