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being outgoing can be such a blessing...
but it can also be such a distracting trait as well.
I keep telling people that i'm happier with this situation...
but i don't know if i believe that.
i think I just need to keep saying that because if I don't stand strong in my deicision...
I'm gunna end up getting hurt again.
I don't even know why I care.
This is stupid.
People around me have been really emotional lately...
and I think it's just rubbing off.
Randomly I just get a little up and down.
Then I'm fine.
Then again, in the past 3 weeks, I've gotten about a week and a half worth of sleep
That's due to mainly playing around and converstaions...
but also due to stupid essays and studying.
But water fountains are fun when cross-dressing at 3 in the moring.
Especially when cops honk their horn at your because you're climbing to the top... and that's not allowed...
It's been fun.
I miss someone knowing everything about me....
I sort of miss you...
but it can also be such a distracting trait as well.
I keep telling people that i'm happier with this situation...
but i don't know if i believe that.
i think I just need to keep saying that because if I don't stand strong in my deicision...
I'm gunna end up getting hurt again.
I don't even know why I care.
This is stupid.
People around me have been really emotional lately...
and I think it's just rubbing off.
Randomly I just get a little up and down.
Then I'm fine.
Then again, in the past 3 weeks, I've gotten about a week and a half worth of sleep
That's due to mainly playing around and converstaions...
but also due to stupid essays and studying.
But water fountains are fun when cross-dressing at 3 in the moring.
Especially when cops honk their horn at your because you're climbing to the top... and that's not allowed...
It's been fun.
I miss someone knowing everything about me....
I sort of miss you...