yeah....too many guys in my life..well i want to tell them these but not now coz its not yet time!
it's not nice when i feel so aggravated and yet there isn't anything that can make my mood change..
guy 1 : how i wish i can turn back time and get my words back so that i may not have done anything wrong to him and we'll still be like what we were before..
yeah right i'm selfish..always selfish and even to myself..i'm sorry for having done a kind of thing like that to you..i didn't think of the consequences that may happen for my acts but the FACT that i can't turn back time is already my punishment..
i'm still hoping, wishing, and waiting that we can be what we were before...way better from that friendship we had shared to each other...i'm longing for you...you were my brother, my bestfriend, my ever so loving ichiban...i want you back and we want us back..not in a relationship with a romantic aura but in a relationship where in we do feel comfortable telling and showing each other's weaknesses...i was happy for being a friend to you and forever will be happy if we remain friends...FOREVER...i miss you so much and i love you...
guy 2 : i'm sorry as well...for acting like i fully trust you when in fact i actually don't...it's hard to believe in people especially if you haven't seen them..i know you too don't trust me that well but at least you're trying..don't worry everything you told me before won't spit out coz i've promised to myself that the words i promised you will remain..
guy 3 : freak! i just so hate you for liking you too much..for letting me see you looking at me as well which makes me confused..i don't like it...coz i don't want to intrude into your relationship with her, with my own friend..and yeah sorry for being a snob..for doing rude things to you, well that's because you're rude too...let's just be friends..i can handle my feeling for you...it's just in me...no need for you to know it..so no matter how much you force me say who i like i won't bother telling you coz you shouldn't know it..
guy 4 : seatmate! i never thought i'd like you..hahaha..i treated you as just one of my dearest seatmates! first year and third year, you were there, treating me nicely, kidding and sharing jokes and secrets with me..i love you seatmate..
guy 1 : how i wish i can turn back time and get my words back so that i may not have done anything wrong to him and we'll still be like what we were before..
yeah right i'm selfish..always selfish and even to myself..i'm sorry for having done a kind of thing like that to you..i didn't think of the consequences that may happen for my acts but the FACT that i can't turn back time is already my punishment..
i'm still hoping, wishing, and waiting that we can be what we were before...way better from that friendship we had shared to each other...i'm longing for you...you were my brother, my bestfriend, my ever so loving ichiban...i want you back and we want us back..not in a relationship with a romantic aura but in a relationship where in we do feel comfortable telling and showing each other's weaknesses...i was happy for being a friend to you and forever will be happy if we remain friends...FOREVER...i miss you so much and i love you...
guy 2 : i'm sorry as well...for acting like i fully trust you when in fact i actually don't...it's hard to believe in people especially if you haven't seen them..i know you too don't trust me that well but at least you're trying..don't worry everything you told me before won't spit out coz i've promised to myself that the words i promised you will remain..
guy 3 : freak! i just so hate you for liking you too much..for letting me see you looking at me as well which makes me confused..i don't like it...coz i don't want to intrude into your relationship with her, with my own friend..and yeah sorry for being a snob..for doing rude things to you, well that's because you're rude too...let's just be friends..i can handle my feeling for you...it's just in me...no need for you to know it..so no matter how much you force me say who i like i won't bother telling you coz you shouldn't know it..
guy 4 : seatmate! i never thought i'd like you..hahaha..i treated you as just one of my dearest seatmates! first year and third year, you were there, treating me nicely, kidding and sharing jokes and secrets with me..i love you seatmate..