fucking assholes.
Yeah u thikn ppl are ur friends and they dont even invite u somewhere. I feel wicked left out.I hang out with them all the time, and i thought they were my friends.. but then they invite ur boyfriend up to maine to have a good time and they dont =even ask if i want to go, i thought i was there friends but guess not.. im just alittle tag along that that shows up with andrew. It sucks. Andrews guna b fucking having a good time drinking with his friends while im guna b stuck with my mom doing nothing. And he told me he wasnt even guna go... but turns out he is. I was suposta hang out with him tonight since he couldnt go and then his mom says he can so he wakes up me up and says oh im coming to see you cause im going to maine tonight. Wtf is up with that? And then i start balling my eyes out when he tells me hes leaving and hes like u can deal without me for one night u went up with ur mom to nh for 2 days without me and i didnt get mad.. but its not even THAT. its that hes going up drinking and partying with his friends,i thought they were my friends too...but it sucksi feel left out. Like they dont even want me around and he doesnt =understand. I wouldnt go up to maine without him and go out drinking. I would never drink without him. And he does all the time. Hes always going to get stoned or drunk. And he always talks about it with me and its fucking redicuoulous.Hes always saying he doesnt need that stuff when hes with me but yet he has to go awa=y for a night to go drinking with them. he always says hepicks me over his friends but when i was c rying he didnt even care he was in a rush to leave to party with his friends... io mean wtf. I must not mean that much to him then, if he could leave me crying. I dont want to sound like a controling bitch. But i thought we were pretty close.. and i dont know i thought he'd want me to go we always say we wana go away with eachother and have sleepovers and stuff and this could of been our only chance and he doesnt even ask me to go. My mom even said i could... wtf.