grounded dun dena nuuuu
so here's a summary of my week.
Friday: got to go to the show. It wasn't bad but KD was having a rough nght. I watched ATE's merch table for em. No big. Thanks to Jesse for watching KD's for us! While ATE was playing I happened to start reading this book that was sitting at their table. something like "Sex Drugs and Rock And Roll..." pretty goood. One hell of a book. KD did alright for having a lot of problems. Their was a lot of young kids there. Ransack Ramsbey was up first and they did pretty good. Brandon seems like a rather nice guy. He came and sat with me at the merch table cause i was falling asleep. This band "Your Day Strong" played....i want them for an issue. They had the crowd going and I couldn't help but move my head while guarding merch. ATE played this song "Fine Art of Diving" i love that song. I wasn't even anywhere near the stage when they played it and it's just one of those songs that you don't hear at first but then all of a sudden you can feel the crowd just lose is and it had to be one of the best songs i've heard in awhile. So to the guys of ATE...love that song and play it on friday :)!!!
Saturday: MFC show!!! Can't Face The falling has a good sound. I wish they moved more because the magazine usually judges more on stage performance and crowd response rather then sound. But they still were good. Throne went on and they were awesome. You had to be there to be an admirer. MFC went on afterwards and me and curly got out of the pit. She didn't wanna smash up her camera and i didn't wanna get smashed up period. The steps were good seats none the less. Me and Steve were wearing the same shirt...anyway. After MFC played we found the rest of the crew and me and curly ran into the guys from Throne! We told them we were interested in putting them in an issue. I think their signed but i dunno. The lead singer was uber nice to us and his hands were cold as death. M-80 played. I didn't like them much. They didn't move a whole lot, their sound was sketchy and all they talked about was budweiser. So we hung with Tom and he introed us to the guys from SD. Curly and I left soon after lol. Speaking of Senior Discount. They have a new EP out that everyone should check. it's got the "cum song" and a cover of Rancid's "ruby soho" so it's a good steal.
Sunday: was supposed to go to becks surprise bash but mom got sick so i stayed home for her. Watched cabin fever...badly plotted...terribly gory....surprisingly a good comedy movie :)
Monday: walked in seeing through the eyes of someone fighting back tears speaking and sounding like someone who had not a thing to plague em. 1-4 was bad. It just kinda droned and dragged. Towards the end of 4th Monty came across this drawing in my notebook. Mr. Jesse Picard had drawn a picture and written a poem on the last page. It was a very nice surprise. I don't think he knows that him meagerly scribbling in my notebook had the effect it did but it was nice to see a surprise from someone who i don't talk to as much as i'd like to. So all monday night i thought of a way of telling him thank you without sound like i had a crush on the kid. By tuesday morning i gave up. Tuesday was a rather good day. nothing bad about it at all. My geometry exam bit the bullet and i headed home for some sleep. Went to Blockbuster with mom and rented Requiem for a dream, then Stop and shop to pick up some things for dinner. This is where humor comes in. Bob Jack was running our check out line so i talked to him about the show. Funny how, i used to kind of see him as too cool for me. Now i talk to him and it's just ironic. My mom asked me who he was while we were on our way home and i told her it was bob jack and she kinda laughed at me. I almost can't describe how i felt. It was either i wanted to laugh because now i see him as an equal, or pity because i still find him ridiculously attractive and we probably never could be friends for the mere fact that my sexual frustration would get the best of me and i would try and have my way with him. Granted he'd never be the same again ;) but i'd move on. Ya know how i say that i'm not crushing on anyone particular, i like certain qualities about everybody. Unfortunately bob has so many qualities .... more or less it's just the way he seems to nonscialantely carry himself. Laid back guys get me every time.
Wednesday: snow day for the entire New England Area! Becks 16th! She came over and we had pasta for breakfast then tom and sean came by and we had french toast then we grabbed bonnie and headed to westerly. It was fun. I had a good time. We had some pizza at this place called pods. I just remember looking out the window and watching the streets of westerly. every friend, every smile, every place i'd hung out,....it doesn't compare to what i have at Chariho so i couldn't figure out why i held on to my ties there for so long. I thought about Frank and Stevie and my dad and my friends and school and exams and all in like a 20 minute period because tom and sean caught on to my window gazing and i had to go back to being happy. Oh! Tommy let me wear his jacket...well borrow his jacket for 65% of the fun. So around westerly i was sporting tom-wear it was Pin-tacular! It's nice to see that sean and him are so happy. I think that's what made me feel all lonely and junk. someone asked while we were at pod's "so what do you want to do" and no one said anything so i said what i wanted to do..."I wanna get laid" they all thought i was kidding...
Today!: I didn't have school! I don't have class 1st period and i already finished my exam for 2nd so vuola no school! So here i am, being lazy and being angry at the snow. I want summer, warped tour, road trip, and sunsets. So here's my list of things i want...all of that and getting laid :) hahaha i'm horrible
show friday and Chad had no idea it was 18 and under. Bob was a little upset cause most of them are already 18 so it's gonna be hard getting people in the door but my mom's bringing chicken wings!
The girl who's grounded forever :(
See you at the show friday!
Friday: got to go to the show. It wasn't bad but KD was having a rough nght. I watched ATE's merch table for em. No big. Thanks to Jesse for watching KD's for us! While ATE was playing I happened to start reading this book that was sitting at their table. something like "Sex Drugs and Rock And Roll..." pretty goood. One hell of a book. KD did alright for having a lot of problems. Their was a lot of young kids there. Ransack Ramsbey was up first and they did pretty good. Brandon seems like a rather nice guy. He came and sat with me at the merch table cause i was falling asleep. This band "Your Day Strong" played....i want them for an issue. They had the crowd going and I couldn't help but move my head while guarding merch. ATE played this song "Fine Art of Diving" i love that song. I wasn't even anywhere near the stage when they played it and it's just one of those songs that you don't hear at first but then all of a sudden you can feel the crowd just lose is and it had to be one of the best songs i've heard in awhile. So to the guys of ATE...love that song and play it on friday :)!!!
Saturday: MFC show!!! Can't Face The falling has a good sound. I wish they moved more because the magazine usually judges more on stage performance and crowd response rather then sound. But they still were good. Throne went on and they were awesome. You had to be there to be an admirer. MFC went on afterwards and me and curly got out of the pit. She didn't wanna smash up her camera and i didn't wanna get smashed up period. The steps were good seats none the less. Me and Steve were wearing the same shirt...anyway. After MFC played we found the rest of the crew and me and curly ran into the guys from Throne! We told them we were interested in putting them in an issue. I think their signed but i dunno. The lead singer was uber nice to us and his hands were cold as death. M-80 played. I didn't like them much. They didn't move a whole lot, their sound was sketchy and all they talked about was budweiser. So we hung with Tom and he introed us to the guys from SD. Curly and I left soon after lol. Speaking of Senior Discount. They have a new EP out that everyone should check. it's got the "cum song" and a cover of Rancid's "ruby soho" so it's a good steal.
Sunday: was supposed to go to becks surprise bash but mom got sick so i stayed home for her. Watched cabin fever...badly plotted...terribly gory....surprisingly a good comedy movie :)
Monday: walked in seeing through the eyes of someone fighting back tears speaking and sounding like someone who had not a thing to plague em. 1-4 was bad. It just kinda droned and dragged. Towards the end of 4th Monty came across this drawing in my notebook. Mr. Jesse Picard had drawn a picture and written a poem on the last page. It was a very nice surprise. I don't think he knows that him meagerly scribbling in my notebook had the effect it did but it was nice to see a surprise from someone who i don't talk to as much as i'd like to. So all monday night i thought of a way of telling him thank you without sound like i had a crush on the kid. By tuesday morning i gave up. Tuesday was a rather good day. nothing bad about it at all. My geometry exam bit the bullet and i headed home for some sleep. Went to Blockbuster with mom and rented Requiem for a dream, then Stop and shop to pick up some things for dinner. This is where humor comes in. Bob Jack was running our check out line so i talked to him about the show. Funny how, i used to kind of see him as too cool for me. Now i talk to him and it's just ironic. My mom asked me who he was while we were on our way home and i told her it was bob jack and she kinda laughed at me. I almost can't describe how i felt. It was either i wanted to laugh because now i see him as an equal, or pity because i still find him ridiculously attractive and we probably never could be friends for the mere fact that my sexual frustration would get the best of me and i would try and have my way with him. Granted he'd never be the same again ;) but i'd move on. Ya know how i say that i'm not crushing on anyone particular, i like certain qualities about everybody. Unfortunately bob has so many qualities .... more or less it's just the way he seems to nonscialantely carry himself. Laid back guys get me every time.
Wednesday: snow day for the entire New England Area! Becks 16th! She came over and we had pasta for breakfast then tom and sean came by and we had french toast then we grabbed bonnie and headed to westerly. It was fun. I had a good time. We had some pizza at this place called pods. I just remember looking out the window and watching the streets of westerly. every friend, every smile, every place i'd hung out,....it doesn't compare to what i have at Chariho so i couldn't figure out why i held on to my ties there for so long. I thought about Frank and Stevie and my dad and my friends and school and exams and all in like a 20 minute period because tom and sean caught on to my window gazing and i had to go back to being happy. Oh! Tommy let me wear his jacket...well borrow his jacket for 65% of the fun. So around westerly i was sporting tom-wear it was Pin-tacular! It's nice to see that sean and him are so happy. I think that's what made me feel all lonely and junk. someone asked while we were at pod's "so what do you want to do" and no one said anything so i said what i wanted to do..."I wanna get laid" they all thought i was kidding...
Today!: I didn't have school! I don't have class 1st period and i already finished my exam for 2nd so vuola no school! So here i am, being lazy and being angry at the snow. I want summer, warped tour, road trip, and sunsets. So here's my list of things i want...all of that and getting laid :) hahaha i'm horrible
show friday and Chad had no idea it was 18 and under. Bob was a little upset cause most of them are already 18 so it's gonna be hard getting people in the door but my mom's bringing chicken wings!
The girl who's grounded forever :(
See you at the show friday!