oh school

[crazystranger]

if i see one more accounting problem i think i'm gonna throw my book out the window. it's been accounting non-stop all day today (with a break in the middle for LOST of course) and i'm finally at that point where i'm just saturated. if i study more i think i'll just confuse myself. and all i can do now is hope that it's enough. but if it's not, at least i know that i put more effort into this one test than i ever have into any test in my entire life. so at least i know i've tried. if that means i've tried and came out with a B, then maybe i'm just not cut out to be an accountant. that's what college is for isn't it? trying things and weeding out those that you're not great at. i figure i'm ok getting a B if i really have to. i mean, i totally deserved a B in accounting 1 last year and somehow managed an undeserved A, so i guess this would just make me even. damn me for being a freakin overacheiver. like i said, at least i tried. and if i don't do well, that just means i'm guarunteed a B and don't have to freak out about the final which would be nice. if i get an A on this test, then i'll need another high A on the final and that'll just be stressful. i can only afford to miss 2 questions out of 33 tomorrow. we'll see how that goes. as long as it's over, i'll be fine. as of 4:45 tomorrow i'll be a much happier person cause it'll be over. after the test, i'll stop by the boys apartment before jackson goes to work, then stop by planet smoothie to visit my favorite smoothie maker!! (and get a smoothie for dinner? mmmm sounds good), then a little spanish homework just for fun (riiiiight), then out on the town with the girls! yay for thursday night outtings! i'm glad steph's coming with us, i haven't been downtown with her in forever. i know she lives with me, but we just haven't gone out in a long time! k, now it's time for bed...up in the morning to do a little more studying before classes at 2.

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oh yeah...IT'S DECEMBER!!!!!! WTF?!?!?!?! WHERE DID THAT EVEN COME FROM? WHERE'D 2005 GO? it like didn't even happen. and now it's practically over. it really scares me how fast life goes.