May 21, 2008 23:00
So I have made it through three days of my summer classes. I'm going to die by the end of these three weeks. I have a dance class that is from 9-1130 Monday-Friday. My body is in such pain. I am practically walking around like a pregnant woman and no there is no freaking chance that I am. Soc Class is going to kill me from boredom. Luckily we got out early today, but I doubt it will be something that happens very often. I normally have that class from 530-830 Monday-Thursday nights. Yeah it sucks, but only for three weeks. The biggest problem that I am currently facing is unemployment. I NEED A JOB!!!! Anyone know of anything?!?
I am really enjoying spending the summer in Motown. It is so different, but I love it. I wish I would have done it more over the years. The only thing that has gotten me down lately is the lack of a guy in my life. To be honest, I cried in the shower the other day because I'm just so afraid that I'm going to be alone the rest of my life. I have come to realize that I am a magnet for unavaiable men, a long story that Im not about to get into. I'm not wanting a relationship right now, however, it would be nice to have someone there to care for and to spend time with. The good news is that Im not completely alone like I once thought I might be this summer. Kelly and her sister are here as well as some old neighbors that I miss a lot and of course my brothers. Right now I just need something more than I currently have.