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So this past weekend was a lot of fun. Friday night I went to Fright Farm with the dental school. Those people are freaking crazy. The two buses were completely packed to the point where people were sitting on other peoples laps. It felt like it took forever, when in reality it wasn't that long at all. We didn't start the actual thing until an hour later that we were scheduled, but it was ok. I was doing ok until close to the very end. I freaked out, almost to the point of dropping into the fetal position. People need to learn when to back off when I say I need breathing room.
Saturday was jam packed with dance practice, a baby shower, the football game and of course Pen and Wood. I didnt think it was so bad having it at the Mountainlair. Honestly there was a lot more room than we normally have. I wasn't too sure about having it there, but it turned out well. The after party not so much. I did however like when Marshall gave me the maglight to go with my outfit. I totally freaked people out with it. I ended up walking back to my apartment and partying with the neighbors. The people in my building are amazing!!! I ended up writing a few violations and two people ended up in handcuffs lol. I thought with such an awesome weekend, it would spill into this week, well at least until today. Well I was wrong.
Stupid me has to get sick and then to make matters worse I ended up missing a test Monday afternoon. Well long story short, she wont let me make it up and my grade is based on 3 tests, so a zero on one has killed me. And what really sucks is the fact that it is past the drop date. I really hate myself for this. SO basically that means Im failing a class, which freaking sucks. So what I thought would be a decent week, has turned into a nightmare. The week has begun to snowball into a pile of crap. I'm about to my breaking point. Nothing ever seems to go my way, but i guess thats life. I'm to the point where I dont care about anything and Im tired of wasting my energy on everyone else and forgetting about myself. I cant do it any more. Honestly Im just ready to throw in the towel.