Mar 06, 2004 15:19
God Damn It!
No escape yet again today.... =/ i tried so bad!1
my attempts was for the RenFest-the LAST WEEKEND! where i dont have to spend $$$ but my moms afraid i might push to much and then ill really end up in the hospital!
HOWEVER there is hope....she might let me go see mike tomorrow! Depending on how i am today...which i am doing GREAT!
Everyones disappeared...none of my friends are online, or call or anything anymore =/ im still lonely i guess..being sick sucks! Next time any of you are sick....il be there - so u wont be lonely LoL
Jelousy: it sucks MAJOR ass and is killing me!! OK so yea everyone is agreeing with me....Mikes a fucking dumbass for not seeing samara is up to something, and that i have every right to be pissed at him. he FINALLY realized this morning that I DO HAVE THE RIGHT to be pissed, but he doesnt think shes up to anything. Personally, its like i was with alex. HE loved her so much that he will do anything for her, even though he knows ALL the bad and evil shit she did to him, even though he knows she doesnt deserve him, or that she apparently "doesnt want" him. She knows how he feels, and shes using that to her advantage, and in the end - mike ends up hurt AGAIN! Hopefully he realizes to "keep your hands off the hot stove & stop touching it because thats what keeps burning you!!" *I swear to God if that bitch hurts him, and i dont care how much she likes me or thinks im pretty, or wants to fucking meet me - i will meet her just not in a nice way! Now dont worry..i dont hit pregnant girls but i will hit girls a while AFTER they give birth =)
Anyways, Im gonna go an listen to some music, since im hone alone (moms at church) i can play it LOUD!!!!!
Later taters, call me and save me from the lonlyness =)
-stine xoxox