[This dream is something that does not surprise Itachi, even though seeing it leaves a dark, unsettled feeling in the pit of his stomach. This is what he knows of Orochimaru and his methods and Itachi knows that not only does he use those who put their trust and faith and lives in his hands, but he enjoys every minute of it. They are nothing more than means to an end for him.
And what sickens him even more is the knowledge that he drove his brother to this man--even though it was not his intention, but he should have known that it was what Sasuke would do--in his plans to push Sasuke to reach his full potential. And the thought that Orochimaru had his brother by his side for three years--the implications that this dream and what he already knew of the snake made him wonder if he had ever even dared to--
But it's something that Itachi can't think about. He refuses to think about it at all, because doing so would only bring about an uncontrollable rage in believing that such a thing was even possible. He would not know how to handle or how to channel it--and it would have been his fault--and thinking of what he would have done to Orochimaru should it have been proven true--
Itachi almost reaches up to clutch as his own chest as the heat of anger--and fear?--begins to surface despite his own attempts to control his emotions--his Sharingan even stirs from the flare of intense feelings. This is not something he wants to deal with. Not something he thinks he would ever be capable to handling without having something tangible to focus on--to hurt. So he turns off the dream's video and wishes he knew how to delete it from his Hitomi completely.]
And what sickens him even more is the knowledge that he drove his brother to this man--even though it was not his intention, but he should have known that it was what Sasuke would do--in his plans to push Sasuke to reach his full potential. And the thought that Orochimaru had his brother by his side for three years--the implications that this dream and what he already knew of the snake made him wonder if he had ever even dared to--
But it's something that Itachi can't think about. He refuses to think about it at all, because doing so would only bring about an uncontrollable rage in believing that such a thing was even possible. He would not know how to handle or how to channel it--and it would have been his fault--and thinking of what he would have done to Orochimaru should it have been proven true--
Itachi almost reaches up to clutch as his own chest as the heat of anger--and fear?--begins to surface despite his own attempts to control his emotions--his Sharingan even stirs from the flare of intense feelings. This is not something he wants to deal with. Not something he thinks he would ever be capable to handling without having something tangible to focus on--to hurt. So he turns off the dream's video and wishes he knew how to delete it from his Hitomi completely.]
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