Jul 26, 2005 00:23
its been forever since ive last updated this thing.well uumm.i moved to holly.which is awesome.like at where fish lake road and academey road come together.something like that.or right across from holly academey.either way.i have no idea what the deal with my lofe life is.i practicly dont have one anymore.guess im not attractive....at all.lol.oh well.im also shooting too high for my crushs.so thats not sweet.their all to good for me.lol.so i guess i need to lower standers....like alot.
people sai dmy hair cut is cute and they liek it.but i think most of them are lying.lol.its cool.i mean.nothing i can do now.i just need the truth so i know if i should keep it cut liek this for awhile.hhmm dk.
went to sams house today.completly rocked.went swimming,hung out,swimming,ping pong,ddr,swimming.lol. then laguna beach.awesome time.(sam we need to hang more and have more parties).i would ahve a party but im to afraid no one would come.lol.i have like no confidence in myself.so i need some help with that.just been kinda distant latly.and the fact that i was really fat,trying to be punk sk8er whatever and stupid to w/e i am now in like less than a year(i was still real chubby in freshman year.lol just wore smaller cloths).but its cool ill live and be completely confident in no time.
but yeah im starting to sound like a chick so im go0nna have to stop being so serious with this.lol.well im done.peace
clay