OH MAN
So tonight was and still is a bad night, jeff promised me last night i woulkd see him tonight. But now he does not feel good, so he is sleeping. wow thats great always on my day off of work do my life and plans get fucked up. i just wanted to see my boyfriend. but thats not going to happen. and then tomorrow i go to work. i am sad........and stressed............and alone. i feel like i mean nothing to anyone. the only person who really cares is jessaka, she was the only person who offered to hang out with me last night. hell ya my life rocks......why do i love him, if i odnt think he loves me back. and thats unfair to say because some times i think he loves me. and others i dont think he does.
i could of gone up north and been with my fail but i stayed to see jeff and now i dont get to see him. i take that back, i saw him for 2 hours last night. sad face, i miss him.
i could of gone up north and been with my fail but i stayed to see jeff and now i dont get to see him. i take that back, i saw him for 2 hours last night. sad face, i miss him.