i've come to realize a few things. first, i am in fact, as they were speculating i would feel, too good for them. the fact that i am willing to forgive and forget, be a mature person, and let it go while they can't find it in themselves to do the same tells me that i really am the better person and they aren't worth a second of my time. once they're willing to be mature and grow up, i'll be there, but until then, i'm done trying. second, friends are only friends if they've earned that title. there were people i thought to be friends who have been revealed to be no better than those i already knew were talking shit behind my back. that doesn't matter to me anymore. i've already forgiven them- now i'm just waiting for them to be honest with me. third, although someone was close to you in your past and tells you they wish to be close to you in the future, their actions will tell you how they really feel. i'd rather regain a friend, though, than make an enemy.
i wish these people would understand that i simply want to get along with them. i have moved on, i am a different person, and i wish to be friends with them. i have a number of friends within a half hour's drive, but i value their friendship and would like to spend time with them again.
i wish these people would understand that i simply want to get along with them. i have moved on, i am a different person, and i wish to be friends with them. i have a number of friends within a half hour's drive, but i value their friendship and would like to spend time with them again.
i'm ready, i've moved on, if only they'd grow up.
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