Feb 15, 2005 16:08
Where to begin...sunday night i went to go pick up shawn from work and i ended up hanging out with him til about 9:30ish and got home just before 10. And omg my parents got on my case as soon as i walked into the door. They were like are you going to be spending everyday like this not coming home til late and picking him up and spending all your time with him. They just kept yelling that they didn't like him that he is a fast talker, he is using me, he doesn't like me for me just for what i got, that they think he is a loser, that he won't kept his word that he is just trying to take me for all im worth. I mean i was so upset cuz they have no idea what the situation is and what our relationship is. So i called shawn that night and told him what happened and that we need to talk in the morning. Well monday morning i went over there as soon as i could cuz my parents were watching me like a hawk and i get there and i just started bawling. After talking for a little bit we decide that im going to move in this week instead of waiting til spring break. So we celebrated valentines day by going out to lunch since we both had to work...he gave me a pink gorilla that says hug me and the arms wrap around your neck..its so cute. And i got lots of chocolates. So i started packing today i have everything done expect for my clothes, jewelry, and toilettes(sp?). Tonight is going to be my last night home and im so scared that my parents are not going to love me anymore becasue of this but i know if i stay im not going to be happy. Also im not going to have a car anymore cuz the second i don't come home tmw night my parents are going to report the car missing to find me. And when they find out im not going to go home they are going to take my car back cuz its in my dad's name. So im not going to have away to school or work except for the bus for a while...but thats alright i guess anything is better then staying here with my parents. So i don't know when i will be able to update next cuz at me and shawn's we don't have electricity and we prolly won't for a month or two...then take a few weeks to get a computer...so if you need me call :)
Later dayz everyone....