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I feel so much better right now. I really enjoyed having a long talk that was needed. Right now I know that all things must come to an end and I am so thankful for that time that I got and the time still left, however long that may be. When its over I don't think it will hurt in the way I thought it would. In some way I will b happy that it ended so well, if it does, and I will know that he needs it to be that way and I will try my best to understand. I know I will always be happy for him if he is happy, even if it kills me in some way, but I cant help it. I care so much. I didnt even know caring this much was possible. :) Its such a bittersweet feeling