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lets see its 12:22 a.m. and i just got off the phone with MEAGAN and BECCA and they made me realize alot of things about things..... just hearing Rebecca's voice made me stop to realize that im throwing my life away and that ive change and that im not the same person she fell in love with....
NOTE TO EVERYBODY:
IM DONE WITH THE DRUGS AFTER THIS WEEKEND... NO MORE PARTIES TILL I CAN GET MY SHIT TOGETHER... IM NOT DOIN THIS FOR ANYBODY BUT ME! THATS A FACT... NO BULLSHIT! IM TIRED OF PPL DEALING WITH MY BULLSHIT AND IMMATURATY (however you spell it)
BECCA: thank you sooo freakin much for still being here even though you know you shouldnt still have to be.... but you are and i thank you so very much for doing it anyways....... 143 ALWAYS
ASHTON: no comment
KAYLAN: im sorry about things at home for you right now all i can say is i know how you feel and what not.... yeah hope you got some good ass sleep..... talk to you tomorrow....
TAYLOR: i love you girl you and your str8 ass havent changed a bit!!! talk to you soon i hope!
VERONICA: I MISS YOU LIL MAMI.... hope things are good with you and your sister!
EVERYBODY ELSE: hi!... lol sorry i dont know who else reads my shit anymore...
well thats all i have to say about that.... lol i just needed to get shit out about some things...
OH YEAH AND ABOUT THE DRUGS N SHIT... I MENT IT EVERY SINGLE BIT..... NO MORE LIES NO MORE CRIES NO MORE BLOOD NO MORE DRUGS! peace out!