hello eugene?

[crazyqueer11]

alright... so... this is really random, kinda... but i think i might move back to eugene.
the only thing(s) is(are)... i have a big dog. he's a really good dog and i love him to death... but where am i going to live with him?
i don't really know anone/anything in eugene anymore which is kinda nice but lonely at the same time..
anyone in eugene out there know of any good living places that are cheap and love dogs? what about jobs? i have been working in a kitchen as a line cook for the last 8 months or so... but i would really love to work with kids with disabilities or even developmentally disabled adults....
i'm gonna come back down this weekend to check it all out and connect with the ones i do know... but i am all so nervous about everything else.
i'm just fucking losing it here in forest grove. i really just can't take it anymore. i am mind-fucked and not happy to say the least.

life is one big crazy whirl-wind right now and i don't like it.
should i move back?
should i go back to school?
what should i do... any suggestions?
anything will do really.