When I Look Into Your Eyes I Feel The Magic

[crazyqtinlove]

Im prob one of the happiest/stressed/sad girl alive. Im the happiest because i have the best boyfriend i could ask for im deff in love and let me tell yah its the best feeling in the world. I dont even kno how to explain the feelings i have for him ITS JUST AMAZING. anyways im stressed because school is coming to an end so now i have to worry about regent exams and finals and im not a good test taker at all so im worried about failin i cant afford that. But im sad because my aunts really really sick and it worrys me that shes not gonna be around much longer and i dont want to lose another person that is that close to me. its scary to think about it. I dont want to lose an aunt and i deff dont want to watch my cousin lose his mom. Ugh its really agervating. I mean i dont kno really the only thing makin me happy right now im jeremy hes the only good thing in my life and i really THANK god that i have him. I think i would b lost and confused without him by myside hes helping me through everything. But i dont kno.

SO anyways tho im really sick right now i was sick all weekend since fri night and im still sick and its tues and i didnt go to school yesturday or today and tomorrow it dont look good either :( i hope i get better soon i hate being sick i have this stupid viral infection its no good.

But jeremy snuck over lastnight to make sure i was better and we got to hang for a lil bit and then rob brought me some chicken noodle soup this afternoon and what not.. im deff gettin spoiled hehe but i love it. Anyways real worlds gonna b on in a lil bit so im gonna go hop in bed and get comfy...

P.S. i love my girlys Stephy n lyse n Jmamma and annamarie n everyone else