Ok..just to get this out :-)//:-(
Hey guys, right now i just got done eating White Castle and I'm drinking Red Bull right now!!!! :)
Lately I have been really happy and never down really, except really tired haha. This week, we had PD days and the 10th graders are taking a PLAN test. So my history class is pretty laid back. Cheer try outs ended Monday, Varsity team is the same-no new ppl, JV has a couple new girls, and so does Freshman! I'm really excited this season, I CANNOT wait til we start doing cheers, but first we have to get basketball chants and crowdlines over with which are kinda boring...but its ok cuz im sure bball games are tons of fun! Thursday I went to tumbling and Erica and I were doing tuck half series!!! and then John told us we were gonna do handspring tuck halfs.....but yeah stupid alyssa like twisted my ankle AGAIN from doing handspring tuck halfs...but its not as bad as before its already healed. I have to tape my ankle everyday for practice from now on...with LIZ!! so that'll be fun! Friday we didnt have practice, so CheLS, Elisa, and I were hanging around the weight room waiting for my mom to pick us up and then somebody stole CheLS's purse!! some stupid guy found it in the boys bathroom...which is really weird but whatever i Guess at least we found it! so after i dropped the two girls off i went to Reuther to watch the middle schoolers practice. it was fun seeing how they're doing and seeing reuther and thats where we used to practice haha, those mats sucked. after that my sisters and i ordered a pizza and went to starbucks(haha what a combo) then Nicole called me and told me to come to Benihana's with her for Holly's 16th birthday!!!!! it was so fun, except the cook was kinda funky and didnt understand what i was saying haha. so after Benihana's Nicole and I went over to Liz's house and Erica was already there! we watched Cheer videos until about 1 then eventually fell asleep. that was really fun. then in the morning Erica took me home and then my mom, my two sisters and I went to see the Harry potter movie. it was so good! then later on I went to Anthony's house for a couple hours it was fun. we watched Fairly Oddparents and Josh and Drake and then we ate this good rice and anthony made me nachos haha. i love him dearly. Today I just stayed home the whole day..and did homework..so yeah haha
but what i want to just get out.. which im sure is going to start some crap but i dont care.
Sometimes I really miss my old friends that i was really close with a couple years ago, and then "i ditched them for anthony" and then we just seperated. and i just always remember them saying that anthony isnt the right person for me and stuff and that i was kinda stupid to always pick him before my friends and stuff...and i was just thinking that like she has done it too??..and it just sucks sometimes cuz they are always still together and they never really make an effort to invite me anywhere anymore to fix stuff. a little while ago i thought things were getting better, but once we got back to school we kinda drifted away to our own boyfriends and stuff. and also Halloween happened too...which really hurt me. And I've just realized that the only true friends that I have a my teammates, my boyfriend, and my family. I love all of you for everything you've done for me and have stuck with me through thick and thin. And by the way, i dont want to start drama untnil the end of the year i just wanted to get this out and its done now and i dont want any sympathy either. So to Chelsea S, Erica, Liz, Amanda C, Elisa, Sammie, Paige, Kristen, Katlynn, MY WHOLE TEAM, and more (sorry if i forgot you) Thank you so much for always sticking by me even when we all went our seperate ways. I know you guys will always be there for me and I'm very thankful for each and everyone of you guys!
(^made by CheLz)
I still love you guys and I REALLY DO WISH THINGS COULD BE BACK HOW THEY USED TO BE EVEN WITH SOME NEW PEOPLE HERE AND THERE.
Well bye everybody, ill see you at school tomorrow, ONLY 3 DAYS THIS WEEK!