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TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
1. I miss you so much it hurts, and you need to grow up and get on the road to a real job... anywhere. And you shouldn't have dogs when you're living on your own without a job or even a place to call home. It's not fair to them.
2. I love you, still, even though I know in my head, and even in my heart, that we can never have more of each other than we already have.
3. Stop expecting so much from me... please?
4. Find me, love me, and never leave me.
5. Explain to me why you felt the need to leave me the way you did. Please. I really need to understand.
6. Stop taking life so seriously. (This applies to many people.. but there is one person I'm thinking of in particular)
7. You want me to get a job and grow up? Tell me how. Seriously.
8. Stop worrying about everyone else and think about what YOU want. You've never done it, and you deserve it.
9. Please stop bugging me... it's getting really annoying. You talk about nothing.
10. You seemed so cool for a few weeks, then I saw you around your friends, and I'm just not sure, anymore...
NINE things about yourself:
1. I hate writing essays. I know everyone says this, but trust me. I hate it more than you do.
2. I love animals. Life sucks without them. If I don't get to play with something warm and fuzzy like once a week, I get rather depressed, and being around one will almost guarantee that I'll smile.
3. I love romance... though I sometimes find very weird things romantic.
4. I've grown to like pink, again, after years of thinking it was the spawn of Satan.
5. I'm extremely girlie, but most of my wardrobe is manly. I'm more comfy in guy-ish clothes, and I don't like to suffer for fashion. It just doesn't seem right.
6. I love anime. Duh. (Still.)
7. Hate crowds... not dislike. HATE.
8. Drama... not my friend. I like to see it on TV, but I'll avoid it in RL at all costs... unless it means letting friends get hurt.
9. (kinda continued from 8) I'll do pretty much anything for a friend in need.
EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Love me. Really love me, as in look at me and see the future and want to spend it with me. ME.
2. Don't force me to make decisions about little things. Understand that I'm INSANELY indecisive and don't care.
3. Be a touchy-feely person. I love to be held kissed, have my hair played with, and let me do the same thing. of course, you do have to respect my limits at the same time.
4. Be there for me when I need you, whether I ask for it or not. Sometimes when I'm feeling down, I'll tell you I just want to be alone. I don't mean it.
5. Help me out of my shell. I get comfy in it, sometimes, but I still love attention, even if I don't always seek it.
6. Don't be clingier than I am. It's a hard thing to do, but I've seen it happen. If I tell you I need to get work done, it's true. I can't talk on the phone and do work at the same time. I'm not spiffy like that.
7. When there's a room full of people, pay attention to me... and make sure I'm not crowded. I freak out in crowds, and if you rescue me, I'll melt. (good kinda melt.)
8. Take a little time and get used to my "mews" and such. Most of them translate into "I'm not sure what to say, here, but I wanna say SOMETHING."
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot: (in no particular order.)
1. I want a male.
2. Why can't I find a guy?
3. I should be doing something.
4. Homework sucks.
5. Don Quijote wants my head on a pike. (Has crossed my mind a lot since mid August, when that class started)
6. Lights're bright. Ow.
7. Damn wall/chair/desk that was my elbow/head/ foot
SIX things you do before you go to bed:
1. Stare at the ceiling
2. Think about going to bed.
3. Wishes for quick sleep (never successful, btw)
4. Grab water
5. Pee.
6. Whine about the bed being so far away.
FIVE people who mean a lot.
1. Charlie
2. Mom/Dad
3. Chelsea
4. Tamra
5. Holly
FOUR things you’re wearing right now.
1. Jeans
2. Black Tank Top
3. Hair Tie
4. My High School Ring
THREE songs that fit your life at the moment.
1. Hiro no Tsuki: The English dubbed version. It always speaks to me in different ways.
2. "The Way I Am" by Ingrid Michaelson... kinda. It's what I want to feel, anyway.
3. "They're Coming to Take Me Away" I wish. Not really. Just a little.
TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Fall truly madly deeply in love and raise a family.
2. Make the world better for as many people as I can.
ONE confession: I'm terrified of becoming a DID (damsel in distress) but at the same time, I really like the helpless girlie side of myself, cause I wanna be rescued and treasured.
1. I miss you so much it hurts, and you need to grow up and get on the road to a real job... anywhere. And you shouldn't have dogs when you're living on your own without a job or even a place to call home. It's not fair to them.
2. I love you, still, even though I know in my head, and even in my heart, that we can never have more of each other than we already have.
3. Stop expecting so much from me... please?
4. Find me, love me, and never leave me.
5. Explain to me why you felt the need to leave me the way you did. Please. I really need to understand.
6. Stop taking life so seriously. (This applies to many people.. but there is one person I'm thinking of in particular)
7. You want me to get a job and grow up? Tell me how. Seriously.
8. Stop worrying about everyone else and think about what YOU want. You've never done it, and you deserve it.
9. Please stop bugging me... it's getting really annoying. You talk about nothing.
10. You seemed so cool for a few weeks, then I saw you around your friends, and I'm just not sure, anymore...
NINE things about yourself:
1. I hate writing essays. I know everyone says this, but trust me. I hate it more than you do.
2. I love animals. Life sucks without them. If I don't get to play with something warm and fuzzy like once a week, I get rather depressed, and being around one will almost guarantee that I'll smile.
3. I love romance... though I sometimes find very weird things romantic.
4. I've grown to like pink, again, after years of thinking it was the spawn of Satan.
5. I'm extremely girlie, but most of my wardrobe is manly. I'm more comfy in guy-ish clothes, and I don't like to suffer for fashion. It just doesn't seem right.
6. I love anime. Duh. (Still.)
7. Hate crowds... not dislike. HATE.
8. Drama... not my friend. I like to see it on TV, but I'll avoid it in RL at all costs... unless it means letting friends get hurt.
9. (kinda continued from 8) I'll do pretty much anything for a friend in need.
EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Love me. Really love me, as in look at me and see the future and want to spend it with me. ME.
2. Don't force me to make decisions about little things. Understand that I'm INSANELY indecisive and don't care.
3. Be a touchy-feely person. I love to be held kissed, have my hair played with, and let me do the same thing. of course, you do have to respect my limits at the same time.
4. Be there for me when I need you, whether I ask for it or not. Sometimes when I'm feeling down, I'll tell you I just want to be alone. I don't mean it.
5. Help me out of my shell. I get comfy in it, sometimes, but I still love attention, even if I don't always seek it.
6. Don't be clingier than I am. It's a hard thing to do, but I've seen it happen. If I tell you I need to get work done, it's true. I can't talk on the phone and do work at the same time. I'm not spiffy like that.
7. When there's a room full of people, pay attention to me... and make sure I'm not crowded. I freak out in crowds, and if you rescue me, I'll melt. (good kinda melt.)
8. Take a little time and get used to my "mews" and such. Most of them translate into "I'm not sure what to say, here, but I wanna say SOMETHING."
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot: (in no particular order.)
1. I want a male.
2. Why can't I find a guy?
3. I should be doing something.
4. Homework sucks.
5. Don Quijote wants my head on a pike. (Has crossed my mind a lot since mid August, when that class started)
6. Lights're bright. Ow.
7. Damn wall/chair/desk that was my elbow/head/ foot
SIX things you do before you go to bed:
1. Stare at the ceiling
2. Think about going to bed.
3. Wishes for quick sleep (never successful, btw)
4. Grab water
5. Pee.
6. Whine about the bed being so far away.
FIVE people who mean a lot.
1. Charlie
2. Mom/Dad
3. Chelsea
4. Tamra
5. Holly
FOUR things you’re wearing right now.
1. Jeans
2. Black Tank Top
3. Hair Tie
4. My High School Ring
THREE songs that fit your life at the moment.
1. Hiro no Tsuki: The English dubbed version. It always speaks to me in different ways.
2. "The Way I Am" by Ingrid Michaelson... kinda. It's what I want to feel, anyway.
3. "They're Coming to Take Me Away" I wish. Not really. Just a little.
TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Fall truly madly deeply in love and raise a family.
2. Make the world better for as many people as I can.
ONE confession: I'm terrified of becoming a DID (damsel in distress) but at the same time, I really like the helpless girlie side of myself, cause I wanna be rescued and treasured.