Tired....
Uhg. I'm so tired of not being able to sleep. This time, it really had nothing to do with my roomie... My brain just decided "hey, let's keep running about 20 miles an hour so Beth can't sleep a wink, tonight! Yay!!!" My brain feels kinda... fuzzy, atm... and I feel like I should be passing out... and I have a huuuge fucking headache... I just wanna curl up in a little ball and sleep. I don't think it's gonna happen anytime soon. I'm really starting to worry about AWA... and whether I'm gonna have any money to do... well... anything... I have enough money in my account to get me food and shelter for the weekend, with maybe a little left over... (which should go to food for the next week cause I only get 10 meals a week in the cafe and all I have left is ramen, and I don' even know if I've got enough of those....) I'm just worried. Very very worried... and there are things I've been wanting to buy all fucking year long. T_T ARG!!! *whine whimper pout tantrum tantrum tantrum*