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I don't even know what I'm doing right now. I hate the fact that I become so clingy with people. I feel sorry for them that they had to meet me...I actually do. But I also hate the fact that I'm never your number one, I'll have you know you are mine. Whether I'm being replaced for a guy or even just a better friend, it really sucks. Fuckin....don't promise me plans, or even consider them, if you have no plan on carrying through. You know I get my hopes up. I cried today. I can't tell you. It will hurt too much when our friendship ends in a year, and it will. I really do wish I had moved out of state, maybe then you'd miss me. Chances are you wouldn't...you seem pretty content with everyone else.
Please.
I hate this feeling, but I love you soo much.
Please.
I hate this feeling, but I love you soo much.