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Today was interesting. It's been 52 hours and still no sleep, if you don't count the involuntary 3 seconds naps that my body forced me to take every 5 seconds during school. I tried so hard to stay awake in class, and I really just couldn't. The day, looking back on it was a blur. The funniest part was taking notes in math class. I didn't even realize at the time, but apparently I had been somehow dreaming while awake and writing things on the paper that was not on the board, but in these dreams. I call them dreams because they were much too vivid to be called daydreams, I couldn't control them. An almost delusional quality. Anyway, looking back at my notes later, I realized I had written "gets as weird" on the paper, and I don't remember how that made sense. Two minutes after writing it, I didn't even know why I wrote it. I also tried writing formulas that came out as scribbles. It's hilarious. I tried so hard to function today. I also spelled "differential" as "differentale". Not that funny, but it is kind of is, consider I know how to spell the word and it was written on the board. Lunch made me normal though and I wasn't cool in 7th and 8th periods. My head hasn't stopped KILLING me. I'm gonna go farther with this than I ever considered because of really insightful reasons I learned with my psychiatrist.
By the way, I just read this over and realized at the beginning I accidentally wrote "52 years" instead of hours. I thought that was hilarious.
Oh yeah, also, when I was walking to school this morning I kept thinking I saw people out of the corner of my eye, but I'd look and they wouldn't be there. And I thought a tree stump was a deer. And tree roots were squirrels running around. And when I passed the open bathroom door in my basement, a witch was looking out at me. That was scary.
By the way, I just read this over and realized at the beginning I accidentally wrote "52 years" instead of hours. I thought that was hilarious.
Oh yeah, also, when I was walking to school this morning I kept thinking I saw people out of the corner of my eye, but I'd look and they wouldn't be there. And I thought a tree stump was a deer. And tree roots were squirrels running around. And when I passed the open bathroom door in my basement, a witch was looking out at me. That was scary.