May 28, 2005 01:39
yup I went to choir ball tonight
It started off fun as hell
but then theres always shit to ruin
your fun right?
I'm so good at hiding my emotions
I wont get into it but I'll put it
this way
"I'M NOT MOTHER FUCKING SLOPPY SECONDS"
I think I atleast deserve that much
My heart was out in the open and
SMASH!
Oh well my fault right?
he knows all the right spots to drive me insane
I mean ugh
and I hate it
I hate it sooo much
Why can he do that
and the sad part is I still want him
I mean maybe that is all I am is
fucking sloppy seconds
I just want to feel loved and okie with myself
and just get that feeling ya know?
<3