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Troys party was fun. I got a tad on the tipsy side, but no matter what anyone says I WASNT DRUNK DAMMIT!! Just buzzin quite a bit lol I will say that playing the game "Madgab" is 10 times harder after a few beers. Mainly cause you can barely read the word sets it gives you. LOL It was fun though.
The banquet kinda sucked. It wasnt as good as it was last year, but maybe thats cause I actually won an award last year. lol No...it was in a smaller room, less people were there, and the video...well..it wasnt that good either.
I dont know why, but I've been feeling extremely anxious lately. Its like everywhere i go I can't stop feeling sickly nervous, where I'm shaking and getting a burning feeling in my chest. Happened tonight at the banquet...maybe that's why people kept saying I looked really depressed for some reason. I think I need to go back to therapy....I just dont feel like I can cause last time I was in therapy it didnt seem to be helping, so I just quit. I'm sure it doesnt help my image for people to know I'm in therapy, either....I dont want people thinking i'm insane or something. Jen says I really need to go see a therapist again. She's probably right. Everyone who tells me that is probably right. Blah I'm not a fan of life.
The banquet kinda sucked. It wasnt as good as it was last year, but maybe thats cause I actually won an award last year. lol No...it was in a smaller room, less people were there, and the video...well..it wasnt that good either.
I dont know why, but I've been feeling extremely anxious lately. Its like everywhere i go I can't stop feeling sickly nervous, where I'm shaking and getting a burning feeling in my chest. Happened tonight at the banquet...maybe that's why people kept saying I looked really depressed for some reason. I think I need to go back to therapy....I just dont feel like I can cause last time I was in therapy it didnt seem to be helping, so I just quit. I'm sure it doesnt help my image for people to know I'm in therapy, either....I dont want people thinking i'm insane or something. Jen says I really need to go see a therapist again. She's probably right. Everyone who tells me that is probably right. Blah I'm not a fan of life.