Life Sucks
okay so in case u didnt read the subject line. "life sucks!" right now.
but for some reason i can't feal sad or depressed at all. witch is a good thing right???
i mean my car is crap! barley 2 months ago i threw 500 into it and now im throwing another 300. and hopefully after i do that ill at least make it another 2 months before i drop anything else into it "HOPEFULLY"
i still dont have a phone witch most of u are like big deal. but i cant call anyone back home so that really sucks.
and im beyond broke like last week i got ths new job and after my second day of work i was all pupped. then on the way home my car just shits out on me. so i spend all the money i just made, trying to fix it just so it could fuck up again in 2 days.
and then my rent is like 14gillion times more then i make, and im always starving.
but im really fucking happy all the time hmmm i dont get it. im not complaing im just worried im due for some sad time and its all just going to hit me at once and that'll definantly blow.
the good things in life right now are swimming(man i love it so much), my kick face aqarium (because all my fish are better then tarans), and my friends ( because they fucking rock so much)
i just recently started to feel like i really belong in phoenix. and i guess thats pretty cool but what do i do when its time to leave? hmmm..... man life, it never hands u anything easy does it. did i move on from my old friends? did they move on from me? people i could talk to for days i cant for a couple a mins. maybe its because im shitty on the phone or i dont like being on the phone cuz im a fucking telemarketer????? crap i dont know i think i might be asking you.
i keep having all these dreams about the zombie apoclypse! im making a bad ass cartoon about it(about the apocolypse not about me having dreams about it) and their actually really scary cuz i think i believe in it more then i used to. is it stupid to watch zombie flicks for study instead of entertainment?
hmmm maybe i should not do lj post after so little sleep cuz my mind just dosent care about anything.
shit party from thursday night till early sunday.
thurs 4/20
fri 2 kegger
sat pool party with remaining alchohol
and know i bid u farwell
but for some reason i can't feal sad or depressed at all. witch is a good thing right???
i mean my car is crap! barley 2 months ago i threw 500 into it and now im throwing another 300. and hopefully after i do that ill at least make it another 2 months before i drop anything else into it "HOPEFULLY"
i still dont have a phone witch most of u are like big deal. but i cant call anyone back home so that really sucks.
and im beyond broke like last week i got ths new job and after my second day of work i was all pupped. then on the way home my car just shits out on me. so i spend all the money i just made, trying to fix it just so it could fuck up again in 2 days.
and then my rent is like 14gillion times more then i make, and im always starving.
but im really fucking happy all the time hmmm i dont get it. im not complaing im just worried im due for some sad time and its all just going to hit me at once and that'll definantly blow.
the good things in life right now are swimming(man i love it so much), my kick face aqarium (because all my fish are better then tarans), and my friends ( because they fucking rock so much)
i just recently started to feel like i really belong in phoenix. and i guess thats pretty cool but what do i do when its time to leave? hmmm..... man life, it never hands u anything easy does it. did i move on from my old friends? did they move on from me? people i could talk to for days i cant for a couple a mins. maybe its because im shitty on the phone or i dont like being on the phone cuz im a fucking telemarketer????? crap i dont know i think i might be asking you.
i keep having all these dreams about the zombie apoclypse! im making a bad ass cartoon about it(about the apocolypse not about me having dreams about it) and their actually really scary cuz i think i believe in it more then i used to. is it stupid to watch zombie flicks for study instead of entertainment?
hmmm maybe i should not do lj post after so little sleep cuz my mind just dosent care about anything.
shit party from thursday night till early sunday.
thurs 4/20
fri 2 kegger
sat pool party with remaining alchohol
and know i bid u farwell