May 05, 2005 16:05
not much to update on, im becoming slightly happier so thats good.
Still cant bare to live with my mom. Almost everyday its like "Your 18 you can get the hell out!" "If you dont like my house you can leave!" "I dont want you here after you graduate!", nice huh. W/e ill be out soon anywayz.
I dont think ill have to buy a cap and gown for graduation, my cousin is gonna let me borrow his. Maybe ill buy it anyways so i can have my own.
Im sure when im gone everything will get better, like usual. I'm only a burden to everyone. I wont let it get me down though. Im gonna live my life a loner. Edging my way into peoples lives and then getting out soon after. Its what ive been doing the last 2 years. Why not make it a life? Maybe ill be happy that way, who knows...