Nov 06, 2003 20:29
well i had an interesting morning that started my day out like shit but i feel like i need to tell someone...
well there is this person in my carpool (who will stay annonymous) who is one of the most annoying people i know just in the way that she always talks about the most pointless things that no one else cares about, extremely loud..sometimes we listen to her so we can make fun and laugh at her later but usually i just kinda A.D.D-out...
today, however, she crossed the line.
so i dont really remmeber how it all started but somehow she starts using her favorite word "HATE"...
isaac's dad drove this morning and when he drives we have to listen to NPR (national public radio) .. its pretty boring but at this point i ithnk we're all pretty over it...
so neways here she goes..rambling on about who-knows-what when i catch the word jews..it only drew my attention because i am jewish and coming from her mouth, it had to have been interesting..
all of a sudden i hear in her fake stoner voice, "man i hate jews especially little fat jewish kids..they're so pointless bla bla i wish i was a nazi..bla bla there so cool yada yada"
then on NPR, we hear them talking about..guess what? -jewish women and something else but i cant really remember..
"look isaac, they're talking about the 2 subjects i hate that most hahah"
now at this point i am extremely upset almost to the point where i want to break into tears but for some reason i cant..
i dont think i would normally get that upset but coming from her and knowing that she has no reason to have nething against jewish people or for ne religion for that matter but i was definatly to the point where i was fucking MAD AS NETHING...and i dont even remember the last time i was that mad...i even blew off nanney that morning out of my anger (sorry nanney)
so when we were leaving, isaac's dad kindly asked her to stay so he could have a word with her, which was fortunate because until then, no one had said nething to her.
which was another thing that got me mad.. how come i didnt say nething? and isaac!
when we were wlkaing towards school he was standing there waiting for her but he said to me as i passed, "you kno kit im real sorry about what she said..i mean i kno you're jewish and im sure she was kidding but still"
OK THEN WHY THE FUCK DIDNT HE SAY NETHING?? IF WAS REALLY THAT SORRY, THEN HE WOULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING TO HER.
now that just shows how scared he is to stand up to his own "friend"
so i was pretty pissed most of the day..then she write me this note saying how sorry she was and that she didnt mean nething against me and that i am so talented and smart and above all that..which was very nice of her but i stil am not sure if isaac;s dad told her to do that or she caught herself and did it on her own...either way mackenzie said that she looked like she meant it when she gave mackenzie the note to give to me...
so i think i am going to write her a note back saying how i feel... i mean what should i do?