I never loved nobody fully, always one foot on the ground...

[crazypandastyle]

Ever been in a situation where you kind of feel like your life is moving along while you're standing still, with no idea of what to do? That's like...a metaphor for my life right now. It's confusing. I'm being swept along in the riptide, and I seem to have forgotten how to swim.

I need to fight something, hit things, feel like I have control back. I wish there was a tournament coming up, because I'd totally enter.

Otherwise, my boss' wife mentioned she's pregnant, so I have to find a new place to live soon. I really need to set up a time to meet with that Kisame guy about his spare room...