bummed
of course you guys know how my life goes...the girl i met likes me a lot and vice versa i will say that we have bed a few times already and stuff....then she drops the bomb on me yesterday, she still isn't over her ex-b/f so i say well you have all the time u need...cuz i'm the fuckin nice guy and i shoulda said something like well i'm not gonna sit on the sidelines while u deal with ur issues check your baggage at the door....lmao...we'll see how it goes she still wants to hang out and stuff but for right now we're just friends and she says sometime in the future she does plan on dating me i guess that's a good thing....why can't any fuckin thing go right for me just one time..it might change my whole aspect on life maybe i'll even quit bein mr.negative and start thinking positive about things other than that life fuckin sucks ass....i wish u dont go to hell for commiting suicide cause that's the only thing stoppin me right now....and i hate talkin to this god damn computer about all my problems and my one friend that hangs out with me doesnt understand how it is to be me.....ahh fuckitall...i'm outty