give it up
well Today was a good day in the sense that i've realized something i've been tryin to force onto someone...and i'm just deciding to let go...though i dont want to i just figure it's best for both of us especially the other person...when you have to do something in secrecy it just sucks i wanna be happy and be able to be open and stuff and not find out that the girl i thought I was only talkin has been like this with many many other "FRIENDS" so i'm just sayin i'm done now...and i had a long day been sweatin my ass off most of the day in the back of someones little VW Beetle and it sucked though i was happy cuz i liked the person. I just need to move on and meet someone that's on the same playing field as me and can give me what i need and i can give them what they need... anyway so today hasnt turned out to be an awful day but it wasnt very productive either...well holla