Dec 29, 2004 16:03
Honestly, there has not been a lot of excitement in my life recently.. well, since I have been home. Last night though, I was talking to Lauren online, and I totally got excited about the possibility of living with her and her roommate Jen in the summer, and maybe for the next year. This whole trying to figure out what I am going to do next year really has had me stressed out. I never thought about the fact that our lease was going to be up in April while everyone else in Orlando that I would like to live with, their leases aren't up until July or August. I guess I kind of assumed that I would be living with Dana, Hanny, and Amy until I graduated. I really would have no problem doing that, but everyone else is basically planning on moving in with their boyfriends/fiances, plus we are all graduating at different times. Considering I don't have one of those, and I will probably be graduating Spring '06, it has become quite stressful as to what I was going to be doing, because I certainly can not be homeless. I would really like to live with people that I know and like, but it sucks that they all are stuck in leases until August. Anyway, so Lauren told me that one of her roommates wants to sublease her apartment. Even though they live in college housing, I could do it for a couple of months. Then they are planning on moving out of college housing, and somewhere that would allow pets. I think it would be a lot of fun living with them. They are 2 really great girls.
On to something else, recently, I have not been able to sleep properly since I have been home. I basically wake up at 12, and don't go to sleep until 4. I feel like I am wasting my day, not that there is anything to do here, but still. Everytime I try to go to sleep early to get on some sort of normal schedule, someone, usually my sister, comes and wakes me up, which does not make me any sort of happy. Hopefully when I get back to Orlando, things will be normal again. Otherwise I will be one tired girl going to class.
Speaking of Orlando, I wish that I was going to be there for New Year's. I feel like I am going to be missing out on something big. I asked my mom yesterday what we were going to be doing, and all that she said was that she hadn't bought the alcohol yet. It could be fun I guess. I just want to, for one year, actually go out and celebrate the New Year.. college style, not just sitting at home watching the ball drop on TV.. usually by myself because everyone else has already gone to sleep.
Wow.. it seems like I am complaining a lot, but life is great, I just need to get out of this house.. haha.