Valentines Day '06
Last year I advocated the right to be single and fabulous! this year i'm just moving; moving into a new apt. with a great friend and just plain ol' moving on. I've been reading through the entries of the past year and it astonishes me how much i've changed and believe different beliefs now. I talked so much about one person when I should have been talking about all the wonderful people in my life who actually make me smile. It doesn't even feel like Valentines day today. I recieved one valentine card and then several text messages. I love how nothing says i love you more than a mass text message.
Jon and I are trying real hard to just be there for each other. I don't think it's going to be hard because it hasn't been yet, but actually opening up and letting go is the hardest step to take in any relationship I feel. I know that he cares, I know that he understands and now I know that he cries because I have that effect on men. It was so enjoyable smokin hookah with him yesterday. We blazed for over an hour, outside on the deck with our bodies about to explode. After that we really got high and let me tell you; it was fabulous to the max. Later on that night he came over and we "Jungle Boxed" in my bathroom with the hot water running. Two hours later, with Maddy by our side, we experienced the never ending nug. I totally could-not-have-been-higher!!! Lety, that was for you!
Speaking of her, we talked last night about our recent discoveries regarding our old men. I can tell she misses him and she's quick to catch on too. I know she'll be fine because that's just who she is. New York is taking care of her right now and then after some time she'll be alright with just going solo. I'm so happy she got fucked royaly by that hot guy. I'm asking Maddy to make another prediction for me a.s.a.p
I'm totally crushing on so many straight guys @ my school. It's so hard to not be hard when i'm sitting next to them. This one boy.. his mouth.. i've never, ever seen anything hotter. If he doesn't talk me then i'm going to rape him and then work on converting. Yes, it's that serious.
Jon and I are trying real hard to just be there for each other. I don't think it's going to be hard because it hasn't been yet, but actually opening up and letting go is the hardest step to take in any relationship I feel. I know that he cares, I know that he understands and now I know that he cries because I have that effect on men. It was so enjoyable smokin hookah with him yesterday. We blazed for over an hour, outside on the deck with our bodies about to explode. After that we really got high and let me tell you; it was fabulous to the max. Later on that night he came over and we "Jungle Boxed" in my bathroom with the hot water running. Two hours later, with Maddy by our side, we experienced the never ending nug. I totally could-not-have-been-higher!!! Lety, that was for you!
Speaking of her, we talked last night about our recent discoveries regarding our old men. I can tell she misses him and she's quick to catch on too. I know she'll be fine because that's just who she is. New York is taking care of her right now and then after some time she'll be alright with just going solo. I'm so happy she got fucked royaly by that hot guy. I'm asking Maddy to make another prediction for me a.s.a.p
I'm totally crushing on so many straight guys @ my school. It's so hard to not be hard when i'm sitting next to them. This one boy.. his mouth.. i've never, ever seen anything hotter. If he doesn't talk me then i'm going to rape him and then work on converting. Yes, it's that serious.