And it' only took an hour for my mood to go down with my heart.....

[crazyncuteks]

I had a dream last night, I've really been thinking about it lately, this coming saturday night last night.... I am at the cowboy and I'm dancing on the dance floor and THis guy that I had a very very bad experience with this weekend gets behind me and starts dancing with me. I'm not paying attention to who it is for a moment then I see who it is, stand straight and just walk off the dance floor..... then I get off the dance floor and there are three tables... One with all my girls at it (the one in the middle), one with Will sitting there by himself (left), and Geoff at the other by himself (right). And I have to decide...and I can't. I think it means that I have to decide on my Past, Present, or possible Future. I think I want my Future, but that's not only dependent upon my desision. Anyway, here's another song that has really spoken to me....so true for me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CN162wtU910

Over My Head (Cable Car)

The Fray

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
He's on your mind
He's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
He's on your mind
He's on your mind

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

And everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in over my head
I'm in over my head
I'm in over...

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind