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I think I need to go to therapy or something. No matter what I do, the thought of "him" doesnt leave me. For those of you wondering, Im referring to the old him. Just when I think im done having any thoughts of him I have a stupid fucking dream about him or something. I hate it!! Everytime I think about it, I just want to scream! Why did everything have to get so messed up...
On a different note finals are next week, we are like one of the last schools to be done which is kind of lame. Ive actually been studying because I really need to make grades so I can pledge next semester. I still have to talk to Sariah and Christine, but I am not living on campus next semester :-). Im living in an apartment with one of the new Zeta sisters and another one who wants to be my big. Im kind of looking foward to it especially its gonna save me a shitload of money. Also, I get to have my car next year! However, the parentals are really going to pull me out this time if I dont do well because they are now helping me pay rent. Hopefully itll all work out okay.
I really want to go home but I know im going to miss this place.....
On a different note finals are next week, we are like one of the last schools to be done which is kind of lame. Ive actually been studying because I really need to make grades so I can pledge next semester. I still have to talk to Sariah and Christine, but I am not living on campus next semester :-). Im living in an apartment with one of the new Zeta sisters and another one who wants to be my big. Im kind of looking foward to it especially its gonna save me a shitload of money. Also, I get to have my car next year! However, the parentals are really going to pull me out this time if I dont do well because they are now helping me pay rent. Hopefully itll all work out okay.
I really want to go home but I know im going to miss this place.....