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Well, it was my 2nd day back at work today. Yesterday wasnt so bad but i hated today with a passion. Everyone kept getting on my nerves and in my way. I was very tired for some reason and we got released kind of late. Plus, it was so very very hot today. Just a bad mixture of shit i suppose but i really havent been the same since the thing happened with Steph. That was my whole reason for bitching in my last entry. I really dont want to explain what happened but i will say that I've been heart-broken since. I want things to go back to the way they used to be. I want my baby back. Well, soon enough i suppose. Not really a whole lot more to say. Being home was wonderful. Quite possibly one of the best 2 weeks of my life. Thanks to all who took the time to see me and gave me luvin'. I hope everyone is enjoying the summer. I'm just feeling kind of empty now. All i can do is think about how alive i felt at home and yet, how dull i feel here and how much i want to just hear Stephanie's voice. I want to know she's ok. I want her to tell me she's feeling the same way. I know most people prolly think its wrong but then why does it feel so right? I'm just really worried about alot of things. I know this is a journal and all but some things should not be posted for everyone to read but then again, who actually reads this thing anymore right? Except for like maybe 4 people including me. I do believe it is nap time so i will leave it at that. MCL
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