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[crazymonkeyboy]

i think i might be getting sick and thats no fun. And i should probably go to bed. Or i could stay up and watch tv, or play a game on the computer. or i could work some. skipping going to bed, those are in order of worst to best. there is nothing decent and vaguely entertaining on at this hour. so i would probably end up just flipping channels for an hour. The game would bring some entertainment, but no real satisfaction. If i worked i could count it down for hours and earn some money. unless i worked on the one the sites im doing for free. The downside is that i would probably get frusturated. I dont think i could be a programmer. i just get so bored of it so fast, i can only work for like an hour before i get sick of it. unless i get into a groove and its moving along fast and im getting alot done. even then, no more then three hours top. probably more like two. I wish i didn't have to be on a computer to do that work. I like more movement in my work, actual labor, not just typeing and alot of thinking. I like work i have to thinking about and pay attention to detail, unless its slow and i have to think more then work. I like roofing because you have to think, about staying on the roof, about the shingles lining up properly, making sure they are overlaying right and then the pyshical part of shooting them in, holding them on, etc. And it goes quick, i mean, depending on the size of the roof, but it takes about one minute to lay down of sheet of shingles, which is fast, its actually faster once you get into a groove and just kind go and, yeah its great, its really rewarding to, cause it takes a long time but it goes by quickly enough and you get paid. Its alittle uncomfortable and you very much exposed to the eliments. but its still nice. framing is nice to, Its simple, but not as simple as it looks, theres alot you need to think about, and you cant just blow through it, but it still goes fast. I do enjoy constructions. Most all aspects of it. I dont like the demolition side of it, just because its usually messy and dusty and just not organized, it takes no thought most of the time either, smash, pick up, put into a bag, haul to pile, repeat 1000x I like finishing work, but not so intricate that i cant make small mistakes. putting up trim is nice, when you doing correctly, putting in flooring is nice too. sheetrocking is okay to, unless its in akward positions or is dusty, sheetrock has tendancy to be really dusty. I like building decks to. Nice even things, clean, simple, but thoughtful.

hmm, now im back to my choice of what to do. i like getting into my rants. so much! i feel, cleaned out, back to a simple life. then i remembered that ive been spending all my time making my life complex and get sucked back into that. I hope you read this.