Just like in the movies

Feb 22, 2007 11:09

sometimes you just gotta wonder about things
wonder why things are the way they are
when you were a child you were so ignorant that things were awesome, all the time. You were always happy as a child.
You have to wonder, were things really that great then? or was it just a childs upbeat outlook on life? Has the world we lived in changed? Are we unhappy because as we age we gain more responseability? Are we bummed out because of all the pressures we face? Socially, financially, intimately?
All i want is to be able to do what I want to do, when i want to do it. I want things to work out the way i imagine them working out. The way things happen in the movies, theres always the happy ending.
It just seems sometimes like you dont know what to do. That you're so scared to fuck things up that you try your damnedest not to fuck up and things turn out worse than they would have if you didnt give a fuck.
Im so impatient, I want everything NOW. I'm willing to work for things, but i get giddy. I feel like im trapped all the time. All these things rambling along through my thoughts make me question my sanity. But, FUCK. How can people not have issues in the society we live in today? Is the problem really with the people's failure to adapt to the system? Or is the fault in the system itself?
Oh my lord, I'm sure anyone who just read all this thinks im a fuckin nut job now, and if so, I apoligize. I just have to vent sometimes. It seems like i can never do things right sometimes. Im just stuck woondering if i'll ever have my happy ending
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