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im going fucking insane. I want to hit something. I want to just destroy everything in my way. Im sick of everything. i try so fucking hard to just be happy. But it doesnt happen. I have soo much fucking pent up anger. My brain doesnt work the way i want it to. i always second guess myself. i do nothing that makes me happy. i dont know what i want to do. i feel so out of control. Its hard to care for yourself when everything you want to do will hurt someone you love. its hard to not feel the things you want to feel. I want things to change i need things to change
i need to make change
i need to make change