Aug 09, 2006 23:24
Summer is really treating me wierd right now. Frankly im not really sure what to think of it. For the last week or so I've almosted been cut of from the world of people I used to know more. In some ways its liberating not hanging out wih the same people all the time being bound to a way of life, but at the same time it can be very lonely as well. I think what i miss the most was back last year in the days of ultimate, having that group of people around that i was very familiar with. That period of time almost defined who i am today and i think since then ive almost forgotten what i really stand for, and almosted taken a nomadic turn for the normal if that makes any sense . The whole picture is shadded ina a thin coat of boardom and lack of ideas. In addition to that I'm having a tough time trying to find myself mucically. I know in my heart its really what i want to do but i really can't find any outlets for what i want to express. Ive tryed jamming around with several people but i just can't seem to find the right mind to collaborate with. Bottom line is I'd like to be in a creative band playing bass, mabey play some shows, and hang out with some of my older friends, especially frisbee, all this before i go to college.
Show me what you got
Danny