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wow i dont know where this is coming from but i dont know wht im goin to do next year i was thinking about it all my brothers are leaving me i mean this may sound dumb but mostly that whole dang football team is liek family to me i mean its gonna be hard when they all leave me i mean i cant walk down the hall way without someone watching me and everyday i dont have a smile clint will come up give me a hug and ask me wht is wrong and alex if i have a problem with somone he will help me an dlike at my basketeball gam ei was so mad at how i played he was the first one to pull me to the side and give me a hug and tell me wht i needed to do and i have been much better at wht i have and andre evfery home game he is there watching me even away and telling me good game and telling me some things i could do to improve and all this there all there for me and next year they wont be and i will be lost i mean there are so many memories at football games wrestlign meets baseball tournaments and then i got alot of senior girls and next year im gonna walk in and have nothign at all i mean my sister julie and desi and lauren and alot other people i have absolutly no idea what im gonna do and i think the hardest thing will be whne my brother walks out my door alll loaded up for college wht am i gonna do he is not gonna be here when i need him and its gonna be long distence and hard to tlak to each other and i dont think i can handle this i mean we are really close i mean our rooms are no more then an inch away form each other and all the thing we did together and all this stuff and our lil tickle fights we have and all the lil things that we have together what about whenj i lost all my grandparents and we were at camp i went straight to him and all he did was held me and thats wht im goign to miss and i dont wan tot miss a day of enjoyment with him but i go to to go cause he wants to get on ok luv ya all w/b
Amanda
Amanda