Feb 19, 2005 16:35
i feel really distant from everyone. like i havent seen anyone in a really long time, except that ive seen everyone like every day. and every time i see and talk to people, its like its not really happening. i really have no idea whats going on in anybody's life. i kept being like well once the play is over, youll see everyone, but i dont think its that, and i cant quite figure out why or what it is. i also noticed that our group either hangs out as all of us, or doesn't hang out at all. like the past three weeks, even though only trel and dana were involved in the musical, i didnt hang out with emma or deb once...interesting, just thought id note that.
in other news, my bad mood finally ended like 3 or 4 days ago, but that was like a week and a half lnog bad mood--wayy too obscene for life. now im in this indifferent mood...where is the good mood? the happy mood? come to me!! but alas, it wont.