i'm so stupid
wow this has been a week... and I just want to say that I'm really stupid .. I'm not even going to explain why because I'm sure someone will have something bad to say about me lol whatever.
Today was really busy at work so It was pretty stressful, I had a good day tho because I was talking to one of my managers and she had just got her hair done a few days ago and I guess the girl that did her hair was my friend Crystal. She told my manager to have me call her so I did and she didn't answer which was sad but its ok lol, It really made my day tho because she used to be my Best Friend and I miss her. We quit talking after me and Eric broke up because eric always hung out at her house w/ her brother and I didn't like it for some reason so I just quit talking to them altogether because I figured she hated me along w/ eric and donnie lol it was stupid. but I haven't seen her in like 8 months .. sad times haha I am glad that she wants to talk again tho because I feel like i've lost alot of friends, I'm not going to mention any names but yeah, I've been having a hard time and the one person I trusted to go to has completely backstabbed me ... I did try to talk to Nick the other night but he was pissed off about what I did on Tuesday so He told me that I need counseling.. maybe I do.. maybe I don't. I don't know. I guess I feel like I'm falling apart or I'm spinning out of control and theres just no stopping it, I'll be fine.. I'm on my period lol so maybe everything will be ok when I'm not.. But I've felt like this for a while now so maybe its not just my period. lol whatever.
I'm going to go smoke, so .. bye
Today was really busy at work so It was pretty stressful, I had a good day tho because I was talking to one of my managers and she had just got her hair done a few days ago and I guess the girl that did her hair was my friend Crystal. She told my manager to have me call her so I did and she didn't answer which was sad but its ok lol, It really made my day tho because she used to be my Best Friend and I miss her. We quit talking after me and Eric broke up because eric always hung out at her house w/ her brother and I didn't like it for some reason so I just quit talking to them altogether because I figured she hated me along w/ eric and donnie lol it was stupid. but I haven't seen her in like 8 months .. sad times haha I am glad that she wants to talk again tho because I feel like i've lost alot of friends, I'm not going to mention any names but yeah, I've been having a hard time and the one person I trusted to go to has completely backstabbed me ... I did try to talk to Nick the other night but he was pissed off about what I did on Tuesday so He told me that I need counseling.. maybe I do.. maybe I don't. I don't know. I guess I feel like I'm falling apart or I'm spinning out of control and theres just no stopping it, I'll be fine.. I'm on my period lol so maybe everything will be ok when I'm not.. But I've felt like this for a while now so maybe its not just my period. lol whatever.
I'm going to go smoke, so .. bye