Some More Rambling!
So little brain capacity
I haven't been on in a while and I haven't written in even longer
Today is July 22nd, and the only thing that means to me is that another month has already come and pretty much gone
It's Tuesday, which means it's a night consisting of American Juniors, Real World and The Osbournes
It's just about 5pm and that really means absolutely nothing to me...I woke up an hour and a half ago
Like I said, I haven't been on in a while and haven't written in a long time either and to be honest, that first part doesn't really bother me which surprises me...I have missed the second part a lot, though
Instead, I've been spending my time playing The Sims religiously and still trying to shape my room up to something livable (and trying to figure out how to commit murder and not be suspect)
However, not having any other distractions has left plent of time open to do way too much thinking and if I don't get at least some of it out I'm worried I might have an aneurysm
Saturday is Jill Morris from Franklin, Ohio's birthday...hahaha whatever that mess may be up to...she'll be um...18(?), which makes her 500 year old boyfriend from Canada seem a little less gross...here's to hoping she gets something extra special for herself on shopping night
Saturday would also have been Bren's 21st birthday, but after last years mess who would want to celebrate hahahahaha....it makes me kind of sad, I still miss him and stuff sometimes, but as time has gone on I've had days where I don't even think about that stuff anymore, and then there are times I feel like an ass for ever stopping...so everyone go to the supermarket on Saturday and get one of those little Carvel ice cream cake slices
I've given up on the theater, they haven't called me and I'm not into making the effort...I'm over it, sorry guys
I'm so over looking for a job of any kind...I'm ready to just to tell my mom she can go back to work and I'll watch the kids
I have absolutely no ambition or drive to do anything, and I think what is so sad about that is the fact that I don't even care
pppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp (That was Ryli, it was the only way I could get her to shut up)
Living here makes me such an angry person, well, an even angrier person...I think I kinda like being angry, something about it seems to suite me
At Julie's cookout everyone kept asking me if I still talked to Kelly...I think it's funny, the misconceptions people have...like when we were living together everyone thought we were one person, and now that we don't live together people think we aren't friends anymore
Do I miss living there? A little bit...but I mostly just miss my friend...we've got conflicting schedules and such so it makes it difficult
il;8unbv'[76t' (that was Devyn, had to be fair)
I had some other things that I wanted to write about but I'm all out of energy now so I guess it'll have to wait until the next time
I haven't been on in a while and I haven't written in even longer
Today is July 22nd, and the only thing that means to me is that another month has already come and pretty much gone
It's Tuesday, which means it's a night consisting of American Juniors, Real World and The Osbournes
It's just about 5pm and that really means absolutely nothing to me...I woke up an hour and a half ago
Like I said, I haven't been on in a while and haven't written in a long time either and to be honest, that first part doesn't really bother me which surprises me...I have missed the second part a lot, though
Instead, I've been spending my time playing The Sims religiously and still trying to shape my room up to something livable (and trying to figure out how to commit murder and not be suspect)
However, not having any other distractions has left plent of time open to do way too much thinking and if I don't get at least some of it out I'm worried I might have an aneurysm
Saturday is Jill Morris from Franklin, Ohio's birthday...hahaha whatever that mess may be up to...she'll be um...18(?), which makes her 500 year old boyfriend from Canada seem a little less gross...here's to hoping she gets something extra special for herself on shopping night
Saturday would also have been Bren's 21st birthday, but after last years mess who would want to celebrate hahahahaha....it makes me kind of sad, I still miss him and stuff sometimes, but as time has gone on I've had days where I don't even think about that stuff anymore, and then there are times I feel like an ass for ever stopping...so everyone go to the supermarket on Saturday and get one of those little Carvel ice cream cake slices
I've given up on the theater, they haven't called me and I'm not into making the effort...I'm over it, sorry guys
I'm so over looking for a job of any kind...I'm ready to just to tell my mom she can go back to work and I'll watch the kids
I have absolutely no ambition or drive to do anything, and I think what is so sad about that is the fact that I don't even care
pppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp (That was Ryli, it was the only way I could get her to shut up)
Living here makes me such an angry person, well, an even angrier person...I think I kinda like being angry, something about it seems to suite me
At Julie's cookout everyone kept asking me if I still talked to Kelly...I think it's funny, the misconceptions people have...like when we were living together everyone thought we were one person, and now that we don't live together people think we aren't friends anymore
Do I miss living there? A little bit...but I mostly just miss my friend...we've got conflicting schedules and such so it makes it difficult
il;8unbv'[76t' (that was Devyn, had to be fair)
I had some other things that I wanted to write about but I'm all out of energy now so I guess it'll have to wait until the next time