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ice skating. marys birthday. starbucks seville night. dancing to a song with peyton that we danced to at ministry of sound last summer. dancing until i couldnt breathe. getting geared up for alternative spring break trip to d.c. getting geared up to go to colorado in two weeks. dying my hair. trying to stay ahead in school. trying to live abundantly and not just watch time pass by all the while trying not to spend money. trying to live simply. im reconciling with the fact that things may or may not be how they seem but either way things still are not coming together as i had hoped... at least not right now.. and that is okay. its okay. ive always wanted something more. i dont plan on settling.. not now. not soon. hopefully not ever. ive always been a floater, wanderer of sorts.. and i hope to always be to some degree. i still have this lingering cough that haunts me when i lay down to sleep everynight but id like to start exercising more again.