october
ive come to terms with certain things of the past and no longer do i long for what i dont need. i still dont have hate in my heart.. but things are what they are.. and they are the way they are for a reason... and ive learned many lessons through people moving in and out of my life..and i know all of it is for a reason. im so far away and it feels good because i know its where i need to be. i realize i always have a wall up when it comes to possible relationship opportunities with other individuals and a)it takes a lot for me to like someone b)it doesnt happen everyday.. maybe thats why c)things in my life feel strange right now but not in a bad way.. not at all.. i am so glad the weather is cooling off so i can get on my bike and get to running. i am so thankful that i am not battling salmonella like last fall. granted taking 6 classes this semester is proving to be a bit much.. ill make it. so many things im looking forward to this month.. including voodoo fest in just a matter of weeks. i feel like ive been complaining a lot about trivial things lately instead of turning negatives to positives.. im really happy its october and for the possibilities of the fall. my aunt and cousin are in town and weve been spending the weekend together.. this is also the first time in a long time i have spent time with my mom so its been good for all of us.