hmmm
in a week i leave for disney again..
i'll only be there for five days.
but it will definitely be a much needed getaway
maybe i'll have the realization i need that disney is possibly where i want to work
because i know when i'm there im happy
and i like that.
but i love this city and really dont know if i want to leave it or the people behind.
why is it that problems are just so much more complex nowadays?
and it still sucks so much.. i hate being stressed out.
i agree with jenn.. i think i think too much.
but i've noticed that things are starting to get better. slowly but surely.
got to see a lot of people this weekend who i absolutely adore and miss so that was awesome.
and why is it that whenever a situation/relationship starts to get really good i try to find the bad in it?
why cant i just be happy with what i have?
maybe its because i've had a lot of fucked up relationships before this.
but im happy with this
so why cant i show that?
i'll only be there for five days.
but it will definitely be a much needed getaway
maybe i'll have the realization i need that disney is possibly where i want to work
because i know when i'm there im happy
and i like that.
but i love this city and really dont know if i want to leave it or the people behind.
why is it that problems are just so much more complex nowadays?
and it still sucks so much.. i hate being stressed out.
i agree with jenn.. i think i think too much.
but i've noticed that things are starting to get better. slowly but surely.
got to see a lot of people this weekend who i absolutely adore and miss so that was awesome.
and why is it that whenever a situation/relationship starts to get really good i try to find the bad in it?
why cant i just be happy with what i have?
maybe its because i've had a lot of fucked up relationships before this.
but im happy with this
so why cant i show that?